Lack of self worth
by ~Hybasha

       Self esteem equals lack of self worth
How is it my life can hold some purpose
When even the most simplistic actions of mine are met with disaster.
My best is always out done by someone, who half asses the same task
Does this mean my whole life is made up of mediocrity?
I seem to be alone on this Gaia filled with people
My little world where I am the trouble child 
While everyone else is a golden child of god.
I have lost my heart to be creative or try to create art
For it was trounced on by silver tongues who diminish my being.
I suppose my art, no my very soul aches as it loses all desire
Desire to strife or push my limitations anymore.
If I am doomed to be mediocre as the people of god would say
Then maybe it's time I put away dreams and work in a cubicle.