This one is at least 15 years old. 

Please, someone save me from this world of pain. We live in a world where no one cares about each other. That world people call reality. It is a world where I feel like I don't belong. That world where I feel like nothing matters. It is a living hell. Why do people only think of themselves? They don't care what happens around them. I die a bit for each day that passes. And no one will care even if I tell them that is my life. The only thing that keeps me alive is that someday I will find happiness. There are 3 people there from the United States, and I am really happy to have found them. They kept my hopes high. Without those 3 people, I would already have been lost. I have felt love, care, and happiness from them. What I wouldn't give to be with all 3 of you right now. I will even give my soul to be with all 3 of you. For I have been crippled by loneliness. There is no way that will happen. And the only thing I can do is wait. For a magician to come by and lift the curse. Man Cannot Obtain Anything Without First Sacrificing Something. In Order To Obtain Anything Something Of Equal Value Has To Be Sacrificed.