Emotionally pained with mentality strained
A cold gust of wind as I gaze out the door
With nothing to gain, succumb to the pain
A sharp jab, a stab as I rise off the floor

A cold stab of fear, the breakdown draws near
Anxiety's pull as I gaze to the sky
No gentle carress with memory stressed
Wanting death, deep breath as I last try to fly

My sanity folds with my blood burning cold
Futile cries for help as I fall through the clouds
Tears streaming back as I wait for the crack
Through the void, last joy as I cry out aloud

A starry array with my eyes sightless gray
Crumbling dust as I lay on the road
Awaiting release, stopping my pleas
No sorrow tomorrow, no more to reload.